I’m not a victim of csa, I’m the parent of a survivor. 

My Amazing daughter disclosed in 2020 that my husband (her father) had been molesting her since she was 6. 

My world blew apart, her childhood wasn’t what I believed it to be, my marriage was a lie, I’d spent 24 years with someone I thought was a good man, a good father, in a single sentence from her my whole life changed. 

There’s no words to describe how I feel, pure devastation for my daughters lost childhood. 

Rage for the beast that took it from her. 

Guilt for not knowing what was happening. 

My life will never be the same, I’m not a victim but what he did will haunt my life forever.