I was 3-7 years old being molested by my older cousin.
I didn’t say anything to anyone because I wasn’t being hurt in a way that was violent
It was our little secret.
When I did expose it all that was done about it was never to see that part of the family again. When I was 12 I was molested by my dad’s assistant pastor.
Nothing was done about it then either.
I became a very angry teenager.
I didn’t want attention from the opposite sex.
I often felt my beauty was a curse.
I lost my identity.
I felt like I deserved toxic relationships, after all who wants a single woman with kids.
I felt I would never be happy in life.
Oftentimes I would ignore how people treated me.
When I thought I married the man of my dreams, I found out I’d married a pedophile!
I hated myself for what happened to my family!
I battled suicidal thoughts!
My therapist helped me digest my thoughts as I was devastated.
Realizing I needed a therapist. I was given the tools to rehabilitate my mental state & learn from my experiences.
I am whole!