For me it was my grandfather, my mams dad.. then the monster died once I was 7..

I was very disturbed growing up with all the confusion, grief and everything…

I told my family three years ago…

I prepared myself for the backlash..

there is no consciousness..

too much blame and shame comes with it…

I believe my family knew my parents and my nan… but because he’s died they hoped I would forget..

well i didn’t and it will affect me for the rest of my life…

Now after having my children I feel alive again and got a purpose in life to raise awareness of this disgusting behaviour.