I was sexually abused by the man my mom brought home to live with us (my 2 brothers & I).
He wasn’t a good man.
He abused my mom physically & mentally.
I remember her having black eyes & covering them with sunglasses throughout my childhood.
He was sick & crazy!
He started sexually abusing me around the age of 12 & would do it when my mom wasn’t home.
I would hide from him when mom would leave but he’d come knock on my bedroom door to open it.
I feared him & wish I could make myself disappear!
I finally told my mom but she didn’t believe me & chose to stay with him.
I’ve now decided to stay alone since my 2nd divorce.
I keep attracting those men that my step-dad was.
I forgave my mom, not for her but for me.
He has passed away since, but I wish I could’ve confronted him for what he did to me & all the beatings he gave my mother.